SELCAS ^__^

People cant seem to understand what I want . I just want a  fair game , that's all . What's so hard about it ? I quit my job for the second time because those people just don't know the meaning of toleration . I'm pretty much disappointed of them . Because they are way older than me , adults . But still , they just can't seem to be fair enough .

SELCAS UPDATE :)

It has been pretty long time since I updated this blog with my selcas ^__^ Here we go ~~~ These are the latest ~ The middle parted hair style was actually inspired by Minzy 2NE1 ~ My Kpop Idol ~

Pray To God when you're life is about to fall apart and never give up ^__^

Sometimes , you just have to pray for the best and never give up on trying to make things right :) I'm so happy now that I'm able to face my bestfriend and her mom after I've made a big mess that day . Things will be fine soon but not every thing maybe . I felt like something has slightly change :(

SHIT HAPPENS :(

Dear 2012 ,

I seriously thought this year will be a blast for me but instead I get to work in  shitty place and a shitty manager =.= FTW ? Oh 2012 , why are you so cruel to me ? I thought having a work will change my life to a better one ! Look at me now , stressed out . Thinking of quitting and shit =.= I heard all the staff talking shit about Servay and I realised now , SERVAY = SHIT =.= FUCK i wanna quit this fucking job and I'll start looking for another one , this time I know I'm gonna stay longer :)

Welcome 2012 To My Silly Life :)

So yeah , it's 2012 and I'm going 18 in a few more months . I've started working now . At Servay Penampang =.= I hate the backdoor aunt . She sucks big time ! Being a cashier is not that easy but fun though that's why I often change my mind . Sometimes I feel like I wanna quit and sometimes I don't . I mean it's stressing me out like seriously !!!! Lucky I have my best friends to work with me . I get to see them oftenly :)

NEW LIFE

It has been a long time since I posted my selcas right ? (selca = self camera) ~ hmmmm ~ so here goes . yes I cut my hair again , it's shorter now . I aint telling my friends cuz I know they'll be pissed :) you see , I just love short hairstyles cuz I was inspired by Minzy from 2ne1 , Posh Beckham & Rihanna ~ wooooottsssss ~

SCARED OF GROWING UP

I seriously should start working by now and start applying in any Institute ~ am I late already ? Will my future be ruin because of this ? I don't know :(

I feel very insecure with my condition right now ~ there's a lot of things running in my mind by now . Will I ever be accepted in any Institute ? Should I start working ? Should I accept that part time job ? Should I just stay at home and do nothing ? OMG ~ life as a high school student was way easier =.= but , I know , I am no longer a high school student . I am soon to be a woman . I need to be ready for that .

And ... for sure ... life is going to be harder than this . I'm just gonna do my best and pray <3

GOODBYE HIGH SCHOOL

As u can see , yes , I am officially out of SMK Limbanak . No longer a high school student :) seriously , I'm gonna miss that . I'll be missing my friends , classmates , Teacher Sherol especially ^___^ I seriously wanna meet them in the future . eventhough I knew the feelings of meeting them wont be the same cuz meeting them in school uniforms are better . LOL  . gonna miss SMK Limbanak forever :) say hello to a NEW LIFE .

LONG ONES ..

so i've visited a quite few blogs of others . and they were like posting very long articles and stuff . and i was like , why didn't i think of that ? haha ~ it's not that i'm running out of ideas , i was just simply got tired of  typing . haha ~ !!!! i'm tired of typing right now so ~ i guess i'll be posting later then ~ GTG ^__^

THE REAL WAR HAS JUST BEGUN ~

real war i meant by those 4 irritating subjects ~Add Maths , Physics , Biology & Chemistry =.= pffttt ~ thats right . i hardly get them all pass with flying colours ! gahhh ~ today was Addmaths , i was like all dizzy all of sudden after answering the questions ! you got that right ~ it was hard but oh well . ALL THE BEST GUYSSS ~

SPM =.="

SPM ~ hmmm . what can I say . there's about 4 more papers to go ! hell yahh , u heard that ! FOUR PAPERS ! LOL . ok I'm a bit excited cuz after SPM I'll be working at a saloon ^__^ weeeeeeeeeeee ~ WAIT ! STOP right there ~ SPM's not finish yet so I better not be too excited about what will happen after SPM :) wish me all luck ~ God bless those who will be sitting SPM around Malaysia ~ all the best ^________^

another SUNDAY moring

yesterday we went jogging at ... i dont even know where but we did went jogging . so at one moment we were about to be as healthy as a horse but just then , we ate KFC O.o LOL ok , i'm starving like hell now ! so i'll go get something to eat ~ Goodbye then :)

TODAY'S TASK ^__^

LOL ~ act , i don't think it's a task anyway~ it's more to like what i've done for today ~ yeah , i turn my lappy on , check my FB > Twitter > Me2Day > Youtube > play Stepmania > Blogspot . haha . that's what a slacker do ^____^

SPM in 3 more weeks =.=

Well , if you don't know what SPM is , it's actually some kind of a big exam for all of the Form 5 (17 years old) students in Malaysia . it is like drop dead important for all of us Form 5 to pass this exam . it's like the door to our real world out there , if we pass this exam , we might be able to continue our study overseas or stuff and we'll be able to find good jobs and good life ~ but , if we fail our exam , it's like the door will be close forever . then , we gotta work even harder to get the door open or else your future wont be going anywhere till you open the door >.< so yeahhh , maybe it doesn't seem scary for you guys out there , but it is for me , for all of the Form 5 in Malaysia ^__^ yeahh , that's why we gotta get our engine start now . i mean , i gotta prepare before it's too late now ~

SUNDAY =.=

what a tiring Sunday , i woke up early . done the chores , the laundry & now i'm relaxing ~ ^___^ it was tiring but worth while ~

WHEN BOREDOM STRIKES ^__^

BEACH moments were amazing ^__^

 that's me in the middle with my 2 little sisters ^__^

 edited by : me , myself & I

that's me , pretending to be the next top model ^__^

 woahhh ~ just look at the scenery *ignore me*

my sister Clarinda & I . our back view ^__^


p/s : we were at Tanjung Aru Beach , Kota Kinabalu , Sabah attending our cousin's full moon party ^__^

MY HORRIBLE DAY ~ T.T

Annyeonghaseyo ~ ^__^
Aigoo ~ today really sucks . i didn't go to school cuz of black out ~ !! jinjjaa ~ !! then i got the worst headache on the evening . but my friends tweet me & told me to get a lot of rest & drink a lot of water . so i did . i took 2 panadols after dinner & i was feeling much better . i even took 1 more panadol in the middle of the night to make sure i'll be 99% HEALTHY tomorrow . well , as you all know , tomorrow is our last Trial for SPM . tomorrow would be Biology paper & guess what , i haven't study yet . i'm a total IDIOT . i knowwww T.T but i will study later , don't worry . i've prepared Biology book for study tonight ^__^ kekekeke ~ i know . i might look a bit childish but oh well ~ ^__^ it's 9.38 pm now . i'll watch a few vids & study a little bit then i'll go to sleep ~ annyeonghaseyooo ~ jaljja ~ ^___^

MY EVERYDAY SCHOOL ROUTINE ^ ^

WEEKDAYS / SCHOOL DAYS ROUTINE:

wake up at 5 am , then i'll go grab my towel & took a 10 minute beauty bath . after that , i'll iron my school uniform & getting dress . then , i'll put on some make up on my face , it's just a cream to protect your face for the whole one day . then i'll put on some hair cream to prevent my hair from looking frizzy & dry . after that , i'll do my hair with my all time school hairstyle , a high ponytail . when everything is done , i'll go & take a sip of coffee or a small bite of biscuits . then i put on my socks & shoes . then i'll go & wait for the bus exactly at 5.50 am ^ ^

i'll be home from school exactly at 3.30 pm . then i'll go & change my uniform to my casual clothing . after that , i'll go & get something to eat cause i usually don't eat at school . i usually took an hour to get all of it done cause i cook for myself & mom is at work . she'll be home at 6 pm . then , i'll watch television or surfing the internet (Twitter , You Tube ... etc) just for fun . it's for releasing my stress or stuff . about 5 to 6 pm i'll go take another sip of a cup of coffee  . after that i'll start doing my school works given by my teachers . 8 pm i'll have my dinner with family then i'll be continuing getting my school works done till 9 to 10 pm . after that i'll go & take my beauty bath , wash my hair , put on some hair cream protection and facial cream . then i'll be washing my school uniform at midnight using the washing machine , trust me it will always get dry the next morning . then i'll prepare my books for tomorrow & go to bed approximately at 11 pm ^ ^ then i'll get a 6 hours beauty sleep ~




note : i hardly have time to study , so sometime i'll just fit in a few minutes study into my everyday routine ^ ^




WEEKEND ROUTINE:

i'll usually go to sleep late on Friday cause i wont be going anywhere the next day . so i usually wake up at 9 to 10 am in the morning . after that i'll go & have some breakfast . then maybe i'll go & take my beauty bath or watch TV . after that , i'll go have some fun maybe going out with friends unless if i'm in a study mode then i'll go study for hours . after that i'll have my lunch & watch television again till evening . after that i'll take my beauty bath & surf the internet for hours . then i'll usually have my dinner with family between 7 to 9 pm ^ ^ then i'll continue surfing the internet or watch television till midnight and i usually staying up late too . then i will wake up so late again the next day . on Sunday i usually get all my school stuffs prepared . i'll wash my uniforms & get my school works done , get my books prepared & wash my hair for the school next day cause i don't wanna have a bad hair day on Monday . on Sunday i usually go to bed early ^ ^


note : this is my daily routine ^ ^ hope you've enjoyed it ~

Dear Diary ,...

i am all grown up now ^ ^ i love graduated BOB haircut , Ray Ban glasses , Timberland Sandals , wrist band , iPhone Apple & nail polish . those cool stuffs are adorable . i even cut my own hair that looks liuke graduated Bob , i collect wrist band & timberland sandals . i need Rayban glasses & iPhone Apple so bad ! wuwuwu . so , ahh , check out this pic , i cut it my self , does it look like graduated BOB to u ?

my own masterpice ^^

IT HAS BEEN A WHILE ..

sorry for i haven't been onlinee in a while now . wuwuwu . so today , it's Hyunseungie's birthday . saengil chukka hamnida oppa ^ ^ lots of love to him ~ oh well , i have three more months to enjoy my school days . i know , time flies so fast that i couldn't catch up . i'm all grown up now , but still , i'm too young to act like one . haha . ugh . i hate when i'm on low disk space . i dont know what else to delete . it seems to me all that folders are important . oh please , dont expect me to delete my B2ST boys pics . they're precious & one of a kind ~ LOL

PETS ^ ^

~Alaskan Malamute~

~German Shepherds~

Alaskan Malamute & German Shepherd are the cutest dog ever . especially the puppies ^ ^ i want it badly !!

THIS DAY SUCKS